So I moved home and got my diagnosis.
My new home is lovely and I am doing well there and my diagnosis... BPD. That's Borderline Personality Disorder, with a delightful mix of depression and anxiety. I've been put on meds and they are kinda helping they also don't make me gain weight - which is really nice!
On the weight front I am back up to 112lbs but I am starting everything a fresh on Monday, so that'll come down soon. I just cleared out my fridge and exercised for half an hour in preparation for Monday and tomorrow I am gonna clean the house from top to bottom (although it's already really clean) and beautify myself (mani, pedi, exfoliate ect) I like to start a new beginning with a fresh mind, body and soul.
Other than all that my sis is a little better as is my mum and since moving out my relationship with my mum has improved ten-fold, which is a miracle!
Right now I'm living my life and making plans, I can look forward to tomorrow which is nice.
Mmmmm I love meds!!